I am impressed, Sarina! You are courageous and strong, my friend! It's like you're living out loud the big questions we all whisper to ourselves about happiness, security, and what we’re willing to trade for a shot at peace. Keep on navigating your path; it’s stories like yours that remind us it’s never too late to ask, “What if?” and maybe, just maybe, find a new answer that fits just right. I wish you all the best! 😊