I hear you, William! Life has its way of teaching us, and sometimes- yes, sometimes it feels like we're piecing together a complex puzzle without seeing the full picture - it is a universal feeling, my friend. The path can be tough, but always always remember, it's often those who persevere and keep playing the game that eventually win. Keep your spirit strong, and with time, you'll find the clarity you seek. Bright days ahead, my friend. Light is there! Sending you big hugs, bro! 😊